Question

Should I kill myself?

I feel worthless all the time because I hate how I am and how I'm treated. I have been to to therapy many times but it never helped and my illness is not curable. My personality is so shy and awkward and when I'm around people and I can barely talk to them. I don't have anyone to talk to and nobody cares about me. My family is always angry and doesn't give a ****. I'm so hopeless and always think I was mistake and shouldn't been born in the first place because I'm nothing in life. I don't enjoy life at all and have no interest in anything and humanity is cruel and don't want to alive anymore just thinking how upsetting some people are. I am suicidal and have planned several methods of killing myself but never tried but one day I think I will. I'll be better off I wasn't here and will be no longer feeling pain.

Answer 1

One must ensure that they do not make decisions in an impulsive manner and think through situations if one decides to take their own life. Nobody desreve to kill themselves as they are worth their own value although they might not feel that subjectively. In case of lack of comfort to talk to someone, it would be suggested to talk to a counselor , preferably online as there are various helplines available and makes sure that your identity is protected , and can be anonymous as well. This is a situation in which would require more information of the reason why the individual is treated this way, and what kind of treatment from others they are referring to. It is also advised to take into account the fact that many if the individuals have recovered from suicidal thoughts and have came up to be ambitious people in life. They have also stated in evidence that they would have regretted killing themselves(if that was possible!) if they knew what the future awaits and states that one must never lose hope.